I just asked that a message go to the family that they know he was hedged in prayer during the time they'd have been planning their paperwork. I still think of him and wish him the absolute best but can't do anything more but pray, which again, I understand.
But .... if anyone's agency shows a recently matched family for a little boy with albinism, he's the one. I don't know what I want anyone to do, I guess just confirm he definitely has a forever family? I have his DOB but won't put it here....I know I won't meet him and I don't want to freak anyone out thinking I'm a "creeper", I just hope they know how blessed they will be... as I had such strong heart tugs for him, and God continually prompted me- he is, I'm sure, an awesome kid.
I also know that the new family don't need to know.
That it was between me and God and that's fine, but a little part of me just wants the secret sweet connection to stay.
Not that he stay in China, but that I always feel the connection to him.
Does any of this make sense? In my muddled up mind it does. :)
